I'm a little nervous these days

I don't have much energy to blog these days. I've been feeling pretty crappy for a little while now and I'm a little worried about things. Maybe it's that weird liquid dad puts under my skin on my back every couple days. At least he warms it up a little. Then I have to wait for like 5 minutes and can't move or I might get poked. Dad's been feeding me all kinds of stuff, treats, different kinds of food. Sometimes it's tasty, other times I just want to barf, most of the time I nibble a little here and there. Then dad squirts this sour liquid in my mouth and I have to go drink tons of water to get rid of the nasty taste. All I want to do is sleep.

Ow, cold! Dad's putting water inside me!

This has got to be the most uncomfortable situation. He grabs me and holds me down, then pokes the skin on my back and a bunch of cold water runs under my skin, well this last time it was a little warmer. I've been really thirsty lately, but I mean, come on! I can get my own water, when I want it!

So he holds me there for like 5 or 10 minutes. When it's all done, I look terrible. I big lump of water sloshes around inside me and I get off balance and can't walk straight. There better be a damn good reason for all this.

Gaaaaa! The food box is back!

Dad put the food box back in the smelly room with my food in it. I haven't been feeling well lately, and haven' really been eating that much so I don' t know why he did that. Maybe he thinks it will help. I dunno.